January 2011
December 2010
I'm in desperate need of writing poetry
Obsessions.Obsessions.Obsessions.Obsessions. Obsessions.Obsessions.Obsessions.Obsessions. Obsessions.Obsessions.Obsessions.Obsessions. Obsessions.Obsessions.Obsessions.Obsessions. Obsessions.Obsessions.Obsessions.Obsessions. Obsessions.Obsessions.Blasphemy.Obsessions. Obsessions.Obsessions.Obsessions.Obsessions. Obsessions.Obsessions.Obsessions.Obsessions....
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TrainWreck Orchestra (Lyrics)
(Some really old, prepubescent lyrics I wrote for my discontinued music project with my best friend. I really dislike these lyrics a lot but we all had to start somewhere.)
PATIENCE, PERSISTENCE, PERFECTION Bodies write out their thoughts in a still motions of nonsense. When I sleep, I sleep with all the spiders hidden from the world, under my black drenched blanket. I don’t protect, I eat...
The Municipal Incinerator
Put a bullet in my head. Just shoot me dead or slaughter me. Make a story out of me. Disturb my family and “friends”. Fuck their lives, Please? Replace old. Cyanide. Extract gold. Cyanide. Evolve from primate, migrate, blind date. I’m the lost member of this ménage à trois. An intangible birth mark. A nostalgic battle scar. You are going to end up alone and no one cares about...
I Don't Want To Be A Ninja Anymore...
Drink up. Drink up baby don’t be shy tonight. Oh what, you can’t walk? Then baby I will be your guide and when you dip I will dip and when you dive I will dive to survive. Humans must pro-create, am I right? So why are you murdering your own kind? I’d be better off by myself. Filling glass for selfish mothers to pay per gallon. Trust me you are lucky. You could be by yourself....
Fuck Yeah
A dick cant help but leak the dreams of infants born. My dick cant help but bleed disease. Mrs. Clitoris its nice to see you. I would love a tour of your lovely home. You should have told me before we fucked that there was no key under your hand shaved welcome mat. I need to get up, you need to get down. There’s no time for key chains. Cumshot!
-Hayworth <333333333333
The Friangles Go With The Friangles
Another morning spent picking spider legs out of your teeth. Ignoring the plaque that has settled beneath your tongue. Well I guess its better off there than your lungs. See, you already can’t breathe when you try to talk dirty to me. Just part those pretty little legs like the fucking red sea, and I made love like someone given one day left to love. You were so obviously discontent,...
Zibiza Lame-o
Boy: Close your eye’s. Keep them closed. Is the blindfold too tight? Girl: No it’s just right. Boy: We’re almost there don’t you dare peek… ok, surprise! Girl: What is it? Boy: It’s love with out eyes. (Hypnotized she cries) Girl: But isn’t love without eyes just a collection of meaningless lies?
-Hayworth <333333333333333333
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Dec. 28, 2010
Today, will be the day I execute my very first tattoo on someone else. I’m excited because I’m gonna be tattooing some of my original art on one of my best best best best best best friends. I mean, I would prefer for him to wait til I’ve had more practice other than tattooing myself but ever since I told him I got a kit he’s been persistent and eager for me to add to his...
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Conversation between Ian and I (number two)
IAN: I want you… to clean me. ME: Will do. IAN: With pecan conditioner. ME: Yes :) :) IAN: You know how to take care of me. ME: Well you are my child. IAN: You raised me like a seed. Your seed. ME: Well Ian, you were my seed at one time. I just put you in an anus and 13 weeks later, out you came. IAN: The anus was just a shelter with a good supply of food. ME: Very true young grass hopper....
If I Could Be Frank, You're Ugly
So is this what you really wanted? Are you sure? I’ve found a way of getting close to you so you don’t have to control anymore and I’ll make you weak by getting close to you. Don’t fight it, I’ve already won. Ask me why I’m doing this to you and I’ll keep saying what you want to hear. Tell me that this is what you want and I’ll just keep saying what...
Tattoos designs I can't fucking stand!
-roses -skulls (even if it’s that new “gypsy” style) -diamonds -stars -coffins -crosses (regardless if its upside down or not) -ships -birds -lettering (especially cursive and old english) -pirates -sharks -wings -candles -guns -butterflies -hearts -starwars -keys / key holes -puzzle pieces -spider webs -leopard print -trees -tribal -gang related tattoos -anything that is...
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If you're treated like an object, it's because you...
It’s true and I don’t have any sympathy / empathy for anyone like so.
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Why is it that...
I’m so desperately in love with times of distress. I absolutely adore when music has this element in it, when movies/shows shed context of this, or even when someone is venting about it. Not bitching but passionately elaborating about what causes them to be weak and even possibly consider suicide. I’m not sure why I’m so drawn to this sensitive color. I just get outright...
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the deafness of a possible cancer patient
So I was watching The Office a minute ago and they said something that was completely irrelevant to this but for some odd reason it triggered the thought that I might actually have testicular cancer. I mean, I’m not really sure but I just looked up symptoms of it and well an inguinal hernia is strangely a symptom. I have a hernia in my left testicle and I could be looking way too deep into...
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Emotions
They’re fucking everywhere and fixed on EVERYTHING. One kind of emotions falls in love with its opposite and creates a huge fucking mess. Shit never ends. They never get the hint. I’m constantly absorbed and swallowed up by them and their sundry affairs. I can’t even get slightly free of them when I sleep. They’re fucking inevitable. I mean, even convictions can be pushed...
Stow After The Bar
Yeah, someone take me. I have no luck with girls. Sing it to me. Will this whore in line for the next ride keep on riding around town and don’t tell me to back away from this one, and I’ll sit here, and I’ll wait until they play the only song that I love. Somewhere out there will you consider me attractive? Take me. I’m your average desperate soul. I swear to god I’m...
